Acting is a strange way to make a living, but you can pick up all kinds of skills on the job. In recent months, for example, Jamie Dornan has become particularly good with knots. When we meet in London he is on a break from filming a second series of The Fall in Belfast. « There are a couple of classic knots I know now, » says the 31-year-old, « and I’ve put them to good use far too many times recently. In fact I’d like to do a job where I don’t have to tie women to beds. »
Paul Spector, caring therapist by day, rapist and murderer by night. Dornan has a natural, fidgety intensity – « a doctor once told me I have abnormal levels of adrenaline in my system » – and in The Fall he showed that he could twist the same pent-up fervour that was sexy in a Calvin Klein campaign into something deeply unnerving.
There is also the small matter of a one-year-old marriage, to the singer Amelia Warner, and a five-month-old daughter.
« I’m tired. I’m tired, » he says, reflecting on a « mad year, professionally, personally ». At times his tiredness verges on delirium. At one point he rails against the practice of restaurants putting lemon slices in Coca-Cola, unsolicited (« You can’t deny it changes the flavour »).
The key to Spector’s menace, and quite possibly what won Dornan that Bafta nomination, was that he chose to make his cold-eyed killer a loving father, too. Allan Cubitt had been adamant that, though this was a character with young children, he didn’t – or couldn’t – love. Dornan thought differently: « I thought, he’s still got to talk like a dad – that is still his daughter, no matter what the audience see; in those moments he’s still a father talking to a daughter. I guess that makes it all more unpleasant because you see that he is human and can show love. »
« I never felt I was trying to prove anything apart from to myself. But I come at it from a funny angle. Although it looks like I’ve only been acting a few years, we’re talking hundreds and hundreds of failed auditions. I look back on it now and I don’t know how anyone gets through the rejection. » It was the modelling that allowed Dornan to fail so persistently. « I was lucky. If I hadn’t been getting paid to model I definitely would have stopped. I would fly off, do a shoot here and there, get paid well, then go back to preparing – and failing – for auditions and meetings. »
I wonder if being such a high-profile model was what stopped him breaking through sooner. There’s a funny thing about achieving international renown in your pants – people aren’t apt to let you forget it. « I think I’ve done two shoots in my underwear ever. They both happened to be for Calvin Klein. But that tag – underwear model – I just can’t get rid of it. And it’s such a bizarre, specific thing – underwear. It’s like I never modelled clothes. »
If anything will shake off the tag it will be Fifty Shades, but he says, « I don’t think I’m allowed to say anything mate », when I try to talk about the one thing that everyone will want to talk about when they talk to Jamie Dornan until its release in February. Plainly, Dornan finds this omerta about his first blockbuster role a little exasperating but, he explains, it’s all part of the contract and « the pressures of a big studio, a big thing ».
Of the attention he’s received for his first big Hollywood role, he says: « The whole thing’s ridiculous. » Then he falls silent. « It’s just all a bit silly the way it works. I think I could lose my mind. » By contrast, coming back from Fifty, as he calls it, straight on to The Fall and Belfast, « felt like coming home, in the loveliest way ».
But he does appreciate that it’s only a combination of the two – the industry behemoth and the critical darling – that has enabled him to get offered better roles and be pickier about them. « Right now I don’t need to work if there’s nothing that I want to do. I’ve done three jobs back to back. Let’s see how they are received. If there’s nothing I want to do, I’ll just play golf and change nappies. »